Today i have 2 pictures. this first one is because i started to get sick and was drinking tea all day. Which in turn i had a stomach ache all day. I also decided to call grandmanana out of the blew and spoke with her for about 25 minutes. We talked about all sort of stuff just like we always do!
Mom called at about 8pm and told me she was on her way to nana's becuase the nurse wasn't sure that she was going to make it through the night. Then i called mom at about 8:45pm and she said that nana had passed and she was 15 minutes too late. The fact that she didnt get back in time tore me apart. I was really emotional and tried to keep myself together but it was really difficult to be ok. Then my wonderful RA Sarah Etter, after asking me what was wrong and my non ability to find words for what had happened and how I was feeling, figured out why i was in a sad mood came to me and asked if she could pray for me. I said yes but requested that it was just us two during this time. We ended us talking for about 2 hours and i cried my eyes out and talked everything out. She prayed for me and it was almost the most powerful thing i had ever gone through. She has such a gift for prayer and i really appreciated that. It even brought her to tears as well which broke my heart. Sarah was there to me my mother as i could not get to my mom and couldn't do anything about the situation. I ended up throwing up later that night and having a really hard time sleeping but I was so lucky to have Sarah that night and I know that nana is in a better place now. R.I.P. nana!
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